BLESSING 2012

happy new year!
xoxo

ps: i wish 2012 will bring alot of joy to me
love, life, dan laugh.
:)

I AM HERE

does anybody thinking of me?
i am here.

WHAT IF

what if there was no lie. nothing wrong, nothing right.
what if there was no time? and no reason or rhyme?
what if you should decide
that you don't want me there by your side.
that you don't want me there in your life.

what if I got it wrong? and no poem or song..
could put right what I got wrong, or make you feel I belong
what if you should decide
that you don't want me there by your side
that you don't want me there in your life.

oh, that's right let's take a breath, jump over the side.
ooh, that's right how can you know it if you don't even try?
ooh, that's right every step that you take
could be your biggest mistake
it could bend or it could break
but that's the risk that you take

what if you should decide that you don't want me there in your life.
that you don't want me there by your side.
oh, that's right let's take a breath jump over the side.
oh, that's right how can you know it when you don't even try?

oooh, that's right oooh, that's right
let's take a breath jump over the side ooh, that's right
you know that darkness always turns into light ooh, that's right..

SAY YOU WILL

every time i hear this song i always imagine that someday someone will sing this song for me. i don't care about the tone,

bad or good his voice, i just care how he sing it for me.. haha yes i'm a lonely dreamer girl.

when I was alone in the cafe or wherever, I always make my own story in my brain.

someone comes while smoking and carrying a cup of coffee and stared at my face, and we talked for a while,

and maybe we exchanged numbers. but it all just on television.

the truth is he just sat and smoked his cigarette and only the smoke that led to my chair.

"if i ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe...

....say you will"

train - marry me

liar

“I hate this feeling. Like I'm here, but I'm not. Like someone cares. But they don't.
Like I belong somewhere else, anywhere but here, and escape lies just past that snowy window,
cool and crisp as the February air.”
― Ellen Hopkins

leaving leaving leaving

Summer gone, now winter's on its way

I will miss the days we had

The days we had

I will miss the days we had

The days we had

Oh, I'll miss the days we had

Loving, leaving, it's too late for this now

HELLO, D!

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