24 dan 360 Jam.

Untuk beberapa orang yang realistik dan juga tidak ingin berandai-andai, mungkin memikirkan tentang "saat ini" adalah hal paling menyenangkan. Tidak ada beban untuk mewujudkan pemikiran "yang akan datang". Mereka melihat sesuatu dalam jangka waktu 24 jam kedepan. 360 jam selanjutnya mungkin akan dipikirkan nanti saat sudah mendekati saat tersebut.

Saya tidak termasuk orang yang ada di paragraf pertama tersebut. Saya senang memikirkan bagaimana apa yang harus saya lakukan 360 jam kedepan, 48 jam kedepan. Saya suda merencanakan apapun itu, terutama hal-hal yang membuat saya excited. Saya berusaha untuk mewujudkannya hari demi hari. Kadang saya sebal sendiri karena apa yang sudah saya rencanakan malah melenceng jauh. Tapi kembali lagi, setidaknya saya berusaha.

"blow out the candle i will burn again tomorrow"

"you're the reason for my laughter and my sorrow. blow out the candle i will burn again tomorrow
no man on earth can stand between my loving arms. and no matter how you hurt me, i will love you till i die
i ain't no vision, i am the girl who loves you inside and out
backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out"

feist - inside and out 

kinda freacky with this song.

and ya i miss him like crazy. i want to see ma bf *cried*

happy lazy-friday ppl.say that you love your lover everyday

it's means alot :3

bye! xox

seeing mine warning me

"... i want to know
do i stay or do i go
and do i have to do just one
and can i choose agai if i should lose the reason..."



// nico - the fairest of the seasons //

ps: surat untuk matahari #1
matahari, baru bulan ke 3 dari 12 bulan dalam 1 tahun. tapi rasanya sudah lebih dari 3x
merasakan kecewa, putus asa, membuang waktu, dan tidak ada gunanya.
dan ternyata aku tidak cukup kuat untuk semua itu
matahari, aku tau aku terlalu banyak berharap
dan tidak pintar dalam menata hati bila tau harapanku ternyata
hanya dibenakku dan kenyataan sudah pasti tidak berbenak padaku.
aku banyak ngeluh ya, matahari?

aku hanya saja sekarang entah harus percaya pada siapa dan bagaimana menaruh rasa percaya kepada orang lain
mereka yang membuatku merasa 'ada' ternyata juga bukan sepertimu yang
selalu dan terus menerus memberiku kehangatan.
seharusnya aku tidak menulis seperti ini disini, matahari.
malu dong uda gede gini masih ngeluh aja. tapi kali ini aku benar-benar lelah, matahari.
aku kembali dititik 0, walaupun sebelumnya juga masih dititik 0,5
ga jauh-jauh amat sih. tapi yang namanya kembali ke titik 0 itu rasanya melelahkan.
karena aku harus kembali berusaha ke titik yang lebih tinggi
matahari, aku lelah. sungguh.

WHAT IF

what if there was no lie. nothing wrong, nothing right.
what if there was no time? and no reason or rhyme?
what if you should decide
that you don't want me there by your side.
that you don't want me there in your life.

what if I got it wrong? and no poem or song..
could put right what I got wrong, or make you feel I belong
what if you should decide
that you don't want me there by your side
that you don't want me there in your life.

oh, that's right let's take a breath, jump over the side.
ooh, that's right how can you know it if you don't even try?
ooh, that's right every step that you take
could be your biggest mistake
it could bend or it could break
but that's the risk that you take

what if you should decide that you don't want me there in your life.
that you don't want me there by your side.
oh, that's right let's take a breath jump over the side.
oh, that's right how can you know it when you don't even try?

oooh, that's right oooh, that's right
let's take a breath jump over the side ooh, that's right
you know that darkness always turns into light ooh, that's right..

leaving leaving leaving

Summer gone, now winter's on its way

I will miss the days we had

The days we had

I will miss the days we had

The days we had

Oh, I'll miss the days we had

Loving, leaving, it's too late for this now

keep moving

I just wish you knew how much I miss you.
How much time is spent thinking about you.
How much time I spend my day just thinking things through,
to get you back.

song for today

if we are only friends why do you kiss me like you do?
if we are only friends why do you hold me all night through?
do the words "i love you" never come to your mind
don't you know i love you? or is love really blind?

and every time we dance when there is starlight up above
i wonder if by chance you will discover this is love
could we be as happy as we both seem to be?
could we be so happy for the whole world to see if we are only friends?

all evening in your arms you hold me 'til suddenly it's time to part
i wonder why you always hold me so close to your heart

if we are only friends
why don't you dance with someone new and when the party ends
why do i always leave with you there's a happy ending
but on you that depends and until you tell me
i can only say
we're just very good friends
we are only good friends
we're still very good friends.

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lagu dari francoise hardy - only friend atau dalam bahasa prancisnya ton meilleur ami
iseng menjelajah di youtube kemarin malam
dan taaaraaa ini lagu ternyata tahun 1964. masih banyak lagu lama yang sungguh
ngena di hati dan kuping, lirik simpel tapi berkesan
oiya, coba cek 'i want you to want me' nya cheap trick
"i want you to want me, i need you to need me, i'd love you to love me and i'm begging you to beg me"

VC for the day

maybe it's a PMS. i feel mellowdramatic haha

but i'm not sure about that. i love this song. the lyric is so true.

sometimes we like in love each other, but the truth is we are not together in comitment.

and it so hard to face it for a woman, all woman i thought.

do you think i'm in love?

ps: thank you for the 6 luckiest person

that bought KILL THE LIAR #3

all bags sold out only in 3 hour :)

you run out? don't worry. wit for August!

xoxo

A & M

This is my second video. but I made it to help my big brother, maulana. I hope you guys (Ayu Rinjani Loekito) can be lasting and be best best bestt friends ever.
I am glad to see you happy and laugh together :D

fyi, someday saya juga mau ada yg buatin video stop motion buat nembak hahhaha lol

actually, i love this song, NAIF - itulah cinta

MEMORI:ZM SAKSES

ini video stop motion pertama saya
hasil dari 385 frame dan (hanya) menjadi 1:30 minutes
someday, i will make it longer.
thankyou for watching *kiskiss*